Hello, my sweets!
So, I've been in a challenging state the past few days. I've been extremely hard on myself for past choices I have made that have led me to where I'm at now. How would life be different? Would I be be in a better position? How many opportunities/ experiences have I missed?
I'm not saying I would have changed a whole lot- especially these past few years. I've met the most wonderful people & honestly life was a bit different than I've expected. However, I still have to think of what I need from my future. All I want is music-& I can't get enough of it right now, so much so I've started putting in the effort to brush up on older instruments & strengthening the ones I play currently. No one's stopping me but me & I have to stop making excuses. As soon as I'm able I want to present a performance that's more deserving of your attention. I have a long way to go yet.
& don't worry- im still gonna write you some wonderfully feisty songs😘
Mad love-
-Carrie